So...you would think with two beautiful healthy babies that a {period} wouldn't bother me so much. But it does. Not like it used to, but it is still a monthly slap in the face that says "Ha Ha, you can't make a baby."
You would also think that an {exclamation point} wouldn't bother me either. But it does. Not like it used to, but whenever I read a "We're Pregnant!" announcement on F.acebook it still hurts. How wonderful it must be to just "Be Pregnant!" and not have to go through years of IF, miscarriages, and ultimately fork over a small fortune for a chance at being pregnant. I realize that I don't know every single person's back story and they may have struggled too. I also realize that everyone has their own cross to bear and not everyone's is infertility. But I often {question} why it is mine.
I am ready for punctuation to not leave a mark.
But...here are two precious little things that make it all okay.
(First time posting a video...can't seem to get a quality image on Blogger.)
Thursday, July 8, 2010
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8 comments:
Ooohhh...I just love the kicking legs and flailing arms! Boo on the period.
I have puncture marks and bruises from all the shots. It looks like my husband punched me in the gut over and over again!
Cute video. The babies are just darling!
I love how Parker calms down with your voice...that's such a great feeling!
Just remember, even though you had to go through all you did. Some go through everything and still dont end up with a happy ending. Just be happy you have your 2 bundles of joy! That deserves an (exclamation point) :)
I, too, feel the same way oftentimes. Just know that others have these same feelings and that you are not alone!
Excellent post!! it's tough.....periods, exclamation points, question marks and all....
I am waiting on the period...still haven't had one. Punctuation marks still suck here, too. I think they will always sting.
Awesome video :) And, you are right, they make it all worth it. I'd go through it all again for my Molly Moo!
Such a great post...honest and sweet. And GOOD LORD, those babies are adorable! ....and the good news is - it looks like they will be good dancers!
We need to have a play date sometime soon!
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